3D Darkness

2006

I am watching from over here, and there is usually nothing, but this time there were things. 

There were words. I could hear them, and they came in from the left. They were blue, and they were moving towards the right, but to see them, they were there and not... 

A door was to the right, at about the NE position...it was non-descript, no noticable colour, or feeling, just there. It was far away, and near. 

And there was a hand, in front of me, but away...it was glowing in the darkness, it was alive. It was the back of the hand, as if someone had it against themself, but their self was either not there, or could not be seen. 

I wanted to touch this hand, but I could not move. I can only see and hear, but the hearing is new in this place, so that is better. 

I watched, and the hand did not go away, and did not come near. The words faded, and the door, as soon as my attention was on moving, so that I could touch this hand...then the door was gone. It was not a real door anyhow, I could tell. 

I knew I would just stay there till I woke up. I was just telling myself to wake up, and thinking of things that would wake me up. Thinking of places I could go...but I still cannot change the dream from this place, because in ways it is not a dream. 

I heard my recess child calling me, and still could not move. 

I guess it must be dream paralysis, but there is not even a body to leave. 

I do not know where this place is, it must be a funky inbetween. 

Or maybe I just got it. I do know. 

This is the place that happens when the senses are shut off. That is why there is nothing but 3D blackness. 

And that is why I could hear my recess child, because I could hear in there this time. 

So next time, I will focus on my senses instead of on thought. Maybe I just need to wake up my senses there, I have put them to sleep in that place.