May 7, 2006
I've been working long hours for two jobs, so I guess I am too tired to see much, but this was cool and left me with a different feeling.
At 10:30 I layed down on the couch to relax and see what happened. I was going to bring up the visual of the words Spacezone 1 and see what happened, but I fell asleep.
At some point I noticed I was moving through this foggy place but it was the same sort of feeling as the time dream, only I was there in a way that I felt myself there.
There were lucid parts and some parts that were regular dream, and parts that I don't recall. I didn't try and change anything while lucid, because it was already very cool, and I wanted to experience what was there. I liked it there.
I was moving through this fog and the abstract 'sheets' of time and it was different.
It wasn't just seeing them, it was being in them.
While moving towards one it could be seen as the translucent abstract sheet moving back and forth, but then to go into/through it, it was not flat.
It was like a fog, seeming as if it was one way from a distance like it was solid translucent, and then while in it everything could be seen in a hazy way.
Then moving all the way through it felt like the chill of fog. But not cold or damp, just the same movement of chill.
Then I don't recall how it happened, but I was with someone who was in this place. They were there to my right.
We were not talking, and were not doing this, but more noticing it or experiencing it.
In front of us there were two of the abstract translucent solid sheets, and they were moving through the other. We were seeing this, and as they moved through, it was like being inside the fog bank, but each droplet of fog could be seen, and the way they passed through was really cool.
Just like two bits of fog, as they moved one going one direction and the other coming towards it. Then as they pass through, there was not solid pressing/resistance, it became the particles/droplets and the space inbetween.
There was some swirling movement, and some droplets that blended together, but most just passed right through. It was as if they were lined up that way.
If I had a projector sheet with dots on it, and another with dots, and overlayed them, and only a few dots touched, but the rest from the second sheet fell inbetween the ones from the first sheet...but all of this not being flat, and moving...
So we were not speaking, but we were 'discussing' the way to be in the fog like this, and how there were other ways to become invisible like this. Moving through with droplets...
And then my recess child sat on me. I felt her but I was in this place, and I felt like I was sucked out of it, slowly, but it seemed so far away as I was leaving it, it was getting further and further, and I was watching it move away.
Sort of like looking out the back window of a car and watching one thing as the car moves away from it.
She had jumped off of me and said, "Mom, I didn't see you there! I looked right there and you weren't there. It wasn't the blanket, because I didn't see your head."
At 10:30 I layed down on the couch to relax and see what happened. I was going to bring up the visual of the words Spacezone 1 and see what happened, but I fell asleep.
At some point I noticed I was moving through this foggy place but it was the same sort of feeling as the time dream, only I was there in a way that I felt myself there.
There were lucid parts and some parts that were regular dream, and parts that I don't recall. I didn't try and change anything while lucid, because it was already very cool, and I wanted to experience what was there. I liked it there.
I was moving through this fog and the abstract 'sheets' of time and it was different.
It wasn't just seeing them, it was being in them.
While moving towards one it could be seen as the translucent abstract sheet moving back and forth, but then to go into/through it, it was not flat.
It was like a fog, seeming as if it was one way from a distance like it was solid translucent, and then while in it everything could be seen in a hazy way.
Then moving all the way through it felt like the chill of fog. But not cold or damp, just the same movement of chill.
Then I don't recall how it happened, but I was with someone who was in this place. They were there to my right.
We were not talking, and were not doing this, but more noticing it or experiencing it.
In front of us there were two of the abstract translucent solid sheets, and they were moving through the other. We were seeing this, and as they moved through, it was like being inside the fog bank, but each droplet of fog could be seen, and the way they passed through was really cool.
Just like two bits of fog, as they moved one going one direction and the other coming towards it. Then as they pass through, there was not solid pressing/resistance, it became the particles/droplets and the space inbetween.
There was some swirling movement, and some droplets that blended together, but most just passed right through. It was as if they were lined up that way.
If I had a projector sheet with dots on it, and another with dots, and overlayed them, and only a few dots touched, but the rest from the second sheet fell inbetween the ones from the first sheet...but all of this not being flat, and moving...
So we were not speaking, but we were 'discussing' the way to be in the fog like this, and how there were other ways to become invisible like this. Moving through with droplets...
And then my recess child sat on me. I felt her but I was in this place, and I felt like I was sucked out of it, slowly, but it seemed so far away as I was leaving it, it was getting further and further, and I was watching it move away.
Sort of like looking out the back window of a car and watching one thing as the car moves away from it.
She had jumped off of me and said, "Mom, I didn't see you there! I looked right there and you weren't there. It wasn't the blanket, because I didn't see your head."
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