Vibrational Precognition - Elew Notes...

This seems jumbled or confusing to read now, like I might have written it clearer...but it is not easy to put these things into words. I have no references, and have never met anyone else who even speaks about these things...so I do the best I can.

Mar 14, 2011

I didn't dream of this earthquake in Japan, and for me that shows something. It is something I have been trying to explain in alot of places, for a long while. I felt the pull into death, this time, but I was trying to not fall into it...and have been going over the vibrations...being in them, or inbetween them, and choosing which one to go into. And why am I choosing the one I go into. With the Haiti earthquake, it was found in the springs...it was the oozing of the fear, into the water there...and that had to be cleared, and it came in the form of the dead people dream. The fear of death, it was the vibration I was drawn into, but I didn't know why. I had never even been to the dream site, but I was drawn to it, and then found the ones there who were doing what they call shared dreaming...but the three of them were playing out their fears of death, which is fine, but it surrounded me with that fear vibration. And to follow into the fear vibration, it went straight into the dead people dream. In the Haiti earthquake, there was no physical beforehand knowing, and when it happened, there was so much fear. This time the feeling of death before Fukushima, it was coming in the form of a very huge feeling, that was not fear as much, it was something else that was hard for me to describe...so I talked to Nyai about it for hours, and got into a ginger bath, to try and clear it. But he described it as an ontological sadness. And that maybe fits the best, for the feeling. I have been feeling to go into death, not by my body here dying, but maybe to find Monte Ullman, or to just go beyond. But when I feel this, I have to look at everything around, and how none of it matters...because none of it can go with us. All of these things around, and then in the next days after, it was right there in the photos of Japan. I was going to post about it, before, when I had said I was going over some things that are very important about going beyond to find someone...but the words would not come out then. Anyways, it is not really a beforehand seeing of this earthquake...it was the vibration drawing me in towards it, and if I had gone into it and followed it, then I may have ended up walking through it. But whatever it was, I didn't want to go into it. That is what me and Nyai have been speaking about. Just like with seeing a person, in order to see and feel what they are doing, or what will happen, I have to brush up on their energy...and then go into it.  That part is not very difficult to do. Where it becomes more difficult, is coming back out of it...not getting lost in the vibrations. To brush up on it, follow the energy, go into it...and then to not get lost in there...and to find the way back out... What it seems like, is that there is an inbetween, and then, like being in a room with many doors all around it, with each doorway going into a vibration of a place, or of a state, which are kind of the same, but not always, and not quite... But we can go into any vibration we choose to, or which ever ones we are drawn into, which is like binaural beats, like energetic entrainment? being drawn into a state. But anyways, while I was feeling this, being drawn into death again, and feeling to go beyond, and the overwhelming huge feeling, I was going to write about recurring themes, instead of recurring dreams. And we were going over what vibrations we would choose to move into, instead of that energetic entrainment...and I feel like I would like to be in a lighter vibration, for a while. But this one doorway...it is like if all of the doorways are there, there is one other one, the doorway behind me, like the other option. That is where I feel to go...into that other vibration.