Porch Dream

Oct 3, 2005

I find myself in this damp earthy place, there is a brick wall to one side, cinderblock style, but each brick is as tall as me and the wall is two rows tall of them. The floor is earth and there are very large wood beams above me and the other walls are wood, very large boards. And I am hungry, so I'm looking for something? lol...sorry, this was too funny and it makes me laugh...ok, back to it.

There on the beam overhead is suddenly spaghetti hanging on a nail...and I was happy that there was food here. Then I see a chair, a regular size...and I get it, I'm really small in this dream place and I'm under a porch, haha...and I started laughing in the dream too

I'm laying on the earth under the porch laughing and when I stand up it disolves, everything including me? I am still there, but I'm not in anything, there's nothing there and I just see _?

And I can feel this feeling that feels like _? It's huge, it has everything in it, this feeling, but it's flat. It's coming out of me from my middle like a flash but it doesn't come from me, and there's no middle of me for it to come from. I woke up because it scared me. And my heart was very fast and I don't think I was breathing. As I woke, and I had a breath it felt like I had been under water for too long.