Fall 2006
Through the first part of the night, I had a string of lucid dreams which had to do with something I am working on. I was walking through these memories, seeing them and feeling them.
When I layed down at three, I was already very relaxed, and I felt the sinking feeling, so, I held myself, not sinking in, but letting the sinking feeling go by me like liquid wind, just to see...
While I did that, I slipped right into that deep relaxed state. My breathing was so soft that it may have not been happening. I had to pay close attention to notice it.
I was still very aware of the physical things around, while being separated at the same time. So I did the floating as if in a boat thing, because I like that feeling...
And then, this 'face' popped right in front of me. It was grey, had eye places, and a mouth place, but they were black spots like holes, or a skeletal look. And the 'skin' was this interesting texture like tree bark would be from a vine looking plant.
It appeared so quickly, that I almost completely separated, by jumping backwards...but I caught myself from it, because I felt it was something from a lucid state that I was seeing in this separated state, because I was in both.
It was right up close with these black voids looking at me...and it reminded me of the talk here about greys, but what was said I had no clue at the moment. And it started shaking it's 'face' and then stopping, looking at me.
And then I got it...it had no nose
So I rubbed faces with it. But it happened in another way, because where I was in both places, I could not touch it with the full senses of dream, or beyond dream.
It was pretty cute in it's sort of death looking way. And it had this energy like a happy puppy, so I wanted to pet it.
Then this morning, I was going over it, and I could see from the 'look' of this grey face, and the way it was acting...that if I only went by the visual, and not by the energy of it, it could have appeared very frightening in the way humans are taught.
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